So I tried to take a breather today and review the Runner's Guide. I wanted to study the details so there aren't any surprises on the 16th. Unfortunately, it did not help my anxiety.

What really put me over the edge was imagining the few moments leading up to the finish line. I always picture crossing the finish line with my head up and feeling strong, but it nearly made me want to puke doing so today.
I need either to focus or find a psychiatrist. But as a running buddy pointed out, this is perfect practice for the marathon, because sweating isn't optional then.
2 comments:
Why do you think the visualization is making you feel so anxious? :(
I'm a crazy person. The idea that I spent four months training for a distance that most people hate driving, let alone running, is kind of freaking me out.
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